Hi , no mood at all.
Parents just dont understand me and dont trust me at all.
I'm really getting tired of everything , i dont wana care anymore.
Things really happen too fast , and i also dont know why the sudden change in me. Oh , Stressed.
Yah , i admit that i've changed. I have always been a goodgirl since Primary 1-6 ; A perfect , obedient girl who always do them proud. But now , i have totally changed into another person. I know. The changes in me really disappointed my dad. I let him down , make him worry for me and getting sad everytime. I really feel guilty about it. I hope that you can try to understand me. I have my own difficulties sometimes too.
It's the first time that i had a heart to heart talk with daddy. What he says really make sense. And he also promised me that he will give me time to do some soul searching on myself , and to get clear things. He taught me to be more independent. Im really very touched by his words.
For now , i trust my daddy , i shared my problems with him , at least he's more reasonable than my mum. I dont talk to mum , she dont understand me at all. Only know how to scold me. I know lah , my brother is always the most obedient boy in her heart , and im just a bad girl to her. She's unfair , and biased. She dont trust me at all. Hais. Whatever. I dont even know how to communicate with her , she's really unreasonable. I know , she care for me , but the problem is , the way she care for others is way too much that i cant even tolerate her.
Forget it. What i get in the end ? Nothing /.
Im sorry. I really need some time to cope with it. Im trying to change.